The Journey

God gave me everything. That means, to me, that if it's not from God then it's probably not the best for me. In other words, my healing will not come from a bottle of pharmaceuticals, a surgeon's skill at placing metal inside my body, and it won't come from a wonder powder designed inside a lab. The answer is here, on Earth somewhere. The new herbal supplements I have found are helping. The first day euphoria I had was just a fluke, and I had major pain the next day (probably because I thought i was superwoman without pain). Even with the supplements, life will never be the same. I will never take simple things for granted again....tying my own shoes without pain, picking something off the floor, or even sneezing without pain. Things most people never even think about, past age 8, I have to be careful doing, now. I was told that it can take 30 days for supplements to fully start working inside my body, so even though I still have pain, I am going to continue using the...

I started a new "therapy" yesterday. I read about some nutrients for my body, which directly effect the bones, spine, nerves and muscle cell regeneration, and since most people are deficient in these, I figure I am too, since I eat like a garbage can. (okay my diet isn't that bad, but I do have a potato chip addiction, and I go on chocolate binges, and I LOVE Mexican-American food, complete with grease, cholesterol and all) Needless to say day two and my stomach is revolting on me. Apparently, my body is so used to being a garbage can that it is in shock with all the healthy stuff it's getting.  It's probably a fluke that my back doesn't hurt today, so far. I haven't done much other than make my coffee, let the dogs out, and take my vitamins and such, but normally, by now, I have needed a pain pill, to walk, and so far, today, I have needed nothing and my pain is not bad enough to need anything. THIS I can live with. If every day started this way, I could ...

Why did no one warn me about such things? When we take health classes in school, why didn't we focus more on what makes our bodies function rather than what can hinder us, and how to not get pregnant? (oddly enough thousands of teens still get pregnant daily as it is, so duh something is broken in our learning system) People need to wake up and smell the nutrition!! Our bodies are an intricate system of checks and balances, but we have been taught  for so long, that a little pain means nothing, that we have conditioned our minds to block pain until the pain is so intense we can no longer function. This pisses me off, ROYALLY!!! Don't think a pain means nothing. Examine it!! With the internet available to most people now-a-days, we have all the tools we need to fix our minor injuries and pains, so as not to overwhelm our medical community with the sniffles. Simple things such as, I read today, magnesium deficiency or vitamin D deficiencies can cause numerous ailments. But we ign...

I haven't been blogging much, mostly because I haven't been doing much else, either. I have gone back to drinking as much water as possible, but it's not doing its thing any longer. Hmmmmm Could I have been wrong in putting my work into a book that sounded too easy? Nahhhh Me? Wrong? Can't happen! (haha) The water helps, I am sure, but I doubt it will cure me any longer. I do have to say, my skin is clearer, and my hair is shinier, otherwise, not so much is different in my body. Will I stop? Nope, not until I find the cure, the fix or the help. Or until I can no longer search and write. I still cling to my verse. Isaiah 40:31, like a drowning man would cling to a rock. I am waiting in every sense I can think, and by this verse's promise, someday I will fly. What more can I ask? Remember: Talk to the man upstairs. He truly loves your voice, and what have you to lose? A few minutes of your day? Love someone who doesn't deserve it....you don't always deserve...